Emotionally Exhausted

Tea times are the favorite part and meal of my day. Sadly, they're coming to a close in tune with the semester. Unstable is what I currently am. All these choices or lack thereof... for me to paint my future with. A barrage of verbatim seems to be at bay but somehow I cannot find the release button. Saturday marks one of my most significant decisions ever... So does the rest of this summer. Will I decide to pave the path to a career I no longer intend to go on? Or save some money and prep for where I believe my passion lies? Fly off? Decisions, decisions... Then again there are always strings tying me back - accommodation, relations, finance. Oh, how I would love to see the sunny fields and tie-dyed skies once again.